Life Rant {Volume 1}: Moving Forward

I would like to say that I am pretty nice person. I am cordial and respectful of people. I make allowances for people because everyone is entitled to go through a bad day at times. I try my best to encourage others and sometimes it ends up in a frisbee-effect and I encourage myself. I am very forgiving because I think back on my past life and some of the wrong turns I have made and I think about how God has forgiven me and gave me chances. Hallelujah! I’m wasn’t even suppose to be here, Satan wanted me gone a long time ago on multiple occasions. It would be stupid to hold onto offensive and give him a open door into my life. I am innately optimistic and I look for the good in others before I recognize the bad…. The old gift and a curse, eh? I rationalize to get a fuller understanding of what someone else is going through and through that I can become analytical and a bit discerning. I have learned to cherish each moment and to live in those moments. I am learning now not to expect to much from people because we are all flesh, so room needs to be left for error. No one is perfect. God mercy on me allows me to have mercy on others. I have learned to listen to that still small, yet audible voice for direction and guidance. I have learned furthermore that I can guard my heart and walk in love at the same time, which I strive to do daily. I have learned over the course of the last five years, to take my time, wait on the Lord and walk at the pace that God sets before me…making His word a lamp unto my feet and light unto my path. I am not competitive, haughty or in it to one up on anyone- that’s not my style. I genuinely wish for others, God’s best. I am thankful beyond words for everything God has blessed me with because a few years ago, I didn’t think I was going to make it, but God is able and count it all joy. There have been several individuals that have been apart of my life that are no longer there and I mean over the course of my lifetime. I have long also released hurt that came about from relationships that were not God’s will for my life. I have forgiven situations, occurances, grudges, or anything that tries to keep my mind in bondage. There are no hard feelings or grudges to say the least because that’s not my place and it’s not even worth it. I would like to say that I sleep peacefully at night, thank you Lord. I have come to the realization that in this life, things will shift and change as we grow and evolve. Things will rearrange to make room for the next level. As I think back over my life I have embarked on so many levels and transitions, it would be foolish to assume that this is it. Life is ever-changing so I have learned to be content at what God has given me now and expectant for the greatness that He has promised, and he has promised me great things. Bless the Lord. The peace of God that is over my life is overwhelming great and I am learning to not question it but to live in it and not allow anyone else to disrupt it. I am prayerful and excited about what God is doing in my life. I’ve been learning to give more, and praise Him more…God is forever on my mind and I want Him to be proud of me.  All blockages and chips on my shoulder have be removed, I’m in continous prayer with a repentive heart, my mind is renewed and I sincerely want more of God and His love to flow through me. I am ready!

One thought on “Life Rant {Volume 1}: Moving Forward

  1. Garmaikm says:

    I love this and you! This is so on point! God is definitely preparing to excel you to new levels. I know what it means to be impatient and push go and try to accelerate according to our plan and what we want but God's plan and timing is perfectly suited and structured to give us all we need and more; the best is going to continue to come!

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